““Can you accept the notion that once you change your internal state, you don’t need the external world to provide you with a reason to feel joy, gratitude, appreciation, or any other elevated emotion?””
Welcome, I’m glad you’re here. I don’t believe you found this page by accident. In fact, many people don’t believe in accidents at all.
I know I AM SPIRIT AND THEREFORE I AM PERFECT WHOLE AND COMPLETE. This state of Being was a long journey for me that began as a child. I have clear memories from childhood communicating with Angels and Spirit Guides. My mother remembers me talking about flying and a place I called “home” where my parents live. I was born into a modest family in Frankfort Kentucky on March 12th 1985. My mom, Lisa, who was 19, and my dad, Jon, who was barely 20. I stayed with my Nana in Kentucky for a couple of years while my sisters and Mom were in Virginia around the ages of 6 and 7. It was during this time that I came down with a very high fever that endured a few days, 103 and 104 degrees, I was cooking. The next thing I remember was my aunt had arrived and was talking with my Nana, they discussed the temperature and my aunt’s face was of fear...it was at that point I remember feeling accomplished. I still remember seeing dozens of Angels and more sinister beings above the house as I floated above it. I can still see clearly my closest spirit friend’s expression of anguish as I began to drift up from the bed. Later, him and I meet again while I’m in a deep state of hypnosis as I inquired about this incident. I was relieved, so relieved that I remember it clearly and I “knew” I was going home, my real home. I was relieved to be going home. Well, clearly I lived to tell the story and here I am almost 30 years later and have somehow managed to keep my body intact and thanks to the Angel’s and Divine intervention I am still alive. I have one more thing about that near death experience I would like to share here. The next memory I have is sitting between two trees on my knees and, I remember everything got very bright and then I asked to come home. Very simple message, very calm, I want to come home. Some of the memory is watching from afar in spirit form but this next part where I am communicating telepathically I was from the perspective of my little human form between the trees in my Nana’s yard. I then saw three being in white robes appear on a cloud, it got closer until it seemed I could have reached out and touched them. There was an older man, he had a white beard, in the center, and a women on each side of him. Once again I requested, though it felt like a statement, “I want to come home.” The three of them deliberated telepathically for an uncertain amount of time finally, I heard the man say, “we are going to have to give her more understanding if she is going to stay.” It was then that something strange happened but what it was I am not sure. The next memory I have is sitting behind a big chair watching as my Nana washed my grandpa’s feet. My mind was clear with whole complete thought just like the one’s I knew I should have. Later, I realized that this clarity was a Peace in the heart that often accompanies understanding of emotions. As I watched I felt her love for him, I assume she knew he was going back out to a missionary trip for probably the rest of the year. But she and he have forgotten that they were playing roles. And that this was a place where everyone forget’s and that remembering is part of the game. I knew from that day on the “why” people do things. Let’s just say I have only had a select few friends over time because the truth spilled out of me like a river after the ice melts.
It was around age 13 that things became very strange again. I started to notice that strange lights Thank God!
Do you believe in Miracles? I do. I believe everything including a diseased body is perfect, whole and complete and is awaiting your Mind’s realization that this is true. Let me explain a little more. When you understand that our bodies are 99.09% energy then that only leaves .01% of matter that must be healed. I am by no means disregarding the fact that losing a limb and living through the challenges that come with is isn’t painful. But I believe that your life and your situation is exactly what you need to experience so you can evolve and grow. Remember the estimated .01% of matter? Then what is the other 99.09% mean to you? Really ask yourself, think about it, sleep on it and ask the Universe to show you what is is. The Universe will answer, and on a certain scale you are the Universe.
The Mind, your mind, is so much more powerful that most of us want to accept. Most people are afraid of their own power and perhaps don’t like the idea of being the one who chose their life and their relationships. Spending a day on the beach is so much easier than the work and conscious effort that is required to learn, grow and yes…evolve. You are engaging the power of your mind when you make a choice to choose and when you make a choice not to choose. Everything first begins as a question then the answers will flow. How will you know if you don’t ask, how will you see if you don’t know what your looking for?